At some point I ask myself
“Tama ba tong napasukan ko?”
I am lazy with my reports, homeworks and even going to school. I end up tinkering my phone or thinking random thoughts and misfortunes that I have. I cried silently in my room and let agony and despair took over.
I self pity.
I lost my old self.
Then at one point, I decided to finish the battle that I started.
“Tatapusin ko ang laban na to!”
I don’t know how or how can I make it but one thing is for sure…I have my God and I will never give up.
Claiming my victory, all for His glory. Sasablay sa 2019!
Am I asking too much
Or it is you that give less?
Am I sensitive that I tried to push you
Or it’s you that pull me down?
Am I the one that have high standards
Or it’s you that prefer mediocrity?
Am I not enough
Or this is enough?
In this freezing cold
And lonely nights,
I wish you’re in my side
Hugging me tight.
But you are there
And I am here,
Nautical miles and knots away
How can I ask, will you stay?
Two different worlds,
Battled for time and words,
Can we make it
Or I tend to forget?
Sigh, loving you is a warfare!
I’ll be losing pieces of me,
To win you back in my arms…again.
Nautical miles and knots,
Azure seas and sky,
Day and night,
Breaks and chores
Yet we remain
Over a cup of coffee,
The good times that we had,
Laughters that we shared
Stories until dawn,
The tears I cried when you give up
And the broken promises
While staring on my empty cup.
Till this day I’m still hoping one day
Could we just friends the way we used to be?
And talked again…
Over a cup of coffee.
Baw ano man nga swerte,
Ang bus nga nasakyan ko duro ti arte,
May dapug nga ikaw malipong,
May agua nga tama ka antung,
May isda nga daw nahuro,
May balhas sa siko gaturo.
Pero sige lang agwantaha, Iska
May grasya sa punta kang karsada.
》done this during a trip from school to home.
Sino ayhan ang gwapo nga tupad ko?
Wala guid gabalikid, hindi ako ka tyempo,
Biskan daad magtupadanay amun siko,
Daw mayad daad ang pamatyagan ko.
Aguy nagbalikid kag nagyuhom,
Wala ako kahanda ,wala man ako maglaum
Nangiray pa kag nangamusta kanakun,
Anong imo ngaran, si Juan takun.
Nagakurudug akun kahig pati akun alima,
Abaw, amu dya ayhan ang ginatawag nga gugma?
Nag isol ako sa tupad na kag nagpakilala,
Dayon maghani,”ako gale si Maria.”
Umpisa kato wala kami dun nagbulaganay,
Sa reporting, assignments kami kopyahanay,
Kung mag absent tana, ako gapanghayhay
Si Juan gale ang kanakun nagapalipay.