Hilway

Kaja nga gabii ako gapamati kang mga ambahanon,
Nga nagakumos sa akun tagipusoon
Akun nadumduman ang atun kahapon,
Ang mapait nga inagyan nga asta kaja di ko mabaton.

Ginpalangga ta ikaw kutob sa akun masarangan,
Ginkawit ko ang bituon kag ang bulan,
Ginkoronahan para maging hari  kang akun kalibutan,
Naging dungganon ikaw, pero ako imo ginlipatan.

Ginbayaan mo ako sa masiok nga aragyan,
Nga biskan tamawo wala ako ti madangpan,
Ginhigot mo ako sa mapait nga mga handumanan,
adlaw kag gabii gasinggit ako, pero ako ginpabungul bungulan,

San o mo ako ihilwayon sa sangka pakuno kuno?
Imo ginpapati ang uripon nga ang paghigugma mo sinsero.
Sa pihak kang tanan nga hinimuan ko,
Ginluiban  mo ako kag ginbaylo sa sangka estranghero.

Hndi run ako magdalagan para punggan ikaw
Hindi run ako magpaanod sa manami mo nga panamyaw
Batunon ko ang kapalaran nga aso ikaw nga naglabay,
Sa kabuhi ko nga puraot, masurisok kag wala pahuway.

Pagkatapos kang musiko ako nagbangon,
Sa sangka damgo nga dapat ko atubangon,
Ang kahilwayan atun malab-ot
Kung ang kapatawaran kag paghigugma atun isab og.

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Midnyt scream

Guilt is the reason why I have been hard to myself.
I have been coward to say No and fight back
I have been ruining my dreams and myself,
I feel weak knowing no one cares
I feel horrible thinking of the possibilities that will come on my way.
Yes I am a culprit of my destiny…
I jump u to the river immediately without knowing a crocodile’s watching for his prey,
I have been wronged all along…
Wrong to fall in love you.

Departure Area

May darwa ka uyahon
ang pagpanakayon:
Ang sara manami kag malipayon,
Ang sara mapait kag masinulub-on.

Nami lang kung ikaw ang magabiya,
Kay ang dapa-dapa nagakasadya,
Ang imung uyahon may balon nga yuhom,
Ang imung tagipusoon buta kang paglaum.

Masubo kung ikaw ang mabilin,
Ang imung luha nagatibi kag ang kahig hindi maghalin,
Ang imung corazon naga ibwal sa kasubo,
Kag ang imung hibubun-ot daw nami guid ibubo.

Anew Year

I have been sending greetings to anyone in my phonebook and I am not expecting any reply in return. Following day, after the mass I received a message with an unknown number, asking who am I. And I replied using my petname assuming it was someone known to me. . But I was wrong. It wasn’t the same way. You were different.  I am tempted to reply,  to ask about life but I dissuade the idea and letting the fire of ‘the who’ takes place.
My reason was simple: I don’t want to intervene, to hurt, to assume and to let my defenses broke down… Again.

ROAD

On the road I lost..
I feel apart and broken
I can feel the excruciating pain
My heart burst.

On the road I lost,
But I continue my journey
Barefooted, sleepless, hungry
Conquering nightmare and my life’s ghost.

Now, I learn to be strong enough
To stand, to wander, to cry and laugh
I can love and live life at its most,
Thanks on that road, I lost.

You

Loving you awakens my senses how selfless and kind you are.
I maybe brat at times but you teach me to be meek,
I am selfish but you teach me to compassionate
I do not appreciate what you have given me, but still you continue giving and forgiving
I am self centered yet you always put me the center of your life
I do not deserve that love you offer, yet you let me love you more and know what love has to offer.
And having you in distance,  I realize living without you is not life.
You become my life.
Life is you.

Lucky feels.

People stand in a bus for an hour just to get home… when some are jumpacked and dispatcher keep on shouting for one special passenger in order to leave…
And yet in this blissful evening, I can stretch my legs and sit in any position and place I want…because I ride in a generous and kind van driver.
Lucky me.